01-14-2017, 08:08 AM
(01-12-2017, 01:38 PM)Have at ye Wrote:(01-12-2017, 01:25 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: I am becoming a living embodiment of my mission. It's no longer some abstract idea in my head. I AM that mission.
This reminds me of an idea I've been having going around my head the last couple of days: when it comes to the issues I may be facing in the process of achieving MSI, there is but one actual and true solution: the end goal. The end goal is the solution. There is no other way around it.
And the end goal is not a definitive, self-contained thing/end in and of itself, it's a highly-focused process set to particular parameters.
The fact that it's a paradox makes me believe I may be onto something. Your input in particular would be most welcome in this case.
While I think we're in mental alignment, it's tough for me to opine on the topic because I haven't quite figured it out myself, haha. For me, I'm going to stop looking at "my mission" as the completion or mastery of some single "one thing." I want to master multiple things and do great things as a whole. Thus, the only way to accomplish that is if I make MYSELF the mission -- if that makes any sense.
When I figure it out, I'll let everyone know, lol.
IN OTHER NEWS -- DMSI is enhancing my senses. I don't know if this is being caused by the removal of limiting beliefs, the body chemistry balancer, the side effect of MSI, or none / all of the above. All that I know is that all of the five concrete senses as being enhanced, as well as the ones that science hasn't quite determined a "sense" yet.
My spacial awareness, for example, or an intuitive knowing of the locations of objects around me, has skyrocketed. In boxing last night, we were doing this footwork, spatial awareness drill. It's kinda hard to explain, but basically the Coach down a punch of cones at random and within a tightly defined area. Then, he would roll and toss a number of tennis balls through that area. Our job was to shadowbox through and around the cones without knocking any of them over and while avoiding the tennis balls.
Everyone else was knocking the cones over, stumbling around, getting frustrated. I was like DAREDEVIL up in that mothaf*cka. I just KNEW where everything was and seamlessly skipped, hopped and step through the obstacle course. The Coach asked me if I had done the drill before. I told him that I might've. He said that wasn't possible because he just made it up a few days ago.
I'm also noticing that my sense of timing has skyrocketed and also my ability to watch and anticipate my opponents hand movements. I suspect Shannon has put something in DMSI for good f*ckin, and it's greatly enhancing my fighting / boxing ability.
The sniper is starting snipe more women also. At first, I was only feeling the sniper once or twice a month. Now, it's every time I go out. I sniped the living F*CK out of this pretty blonde in Sheetz. I mean, I'm usually not attracted to that body type, but there was something about her that absolutely drove me crazy. She was tall and slender, had that L.A. model body type, if you know what i mean. Think KENDALL JENNER. She took one look at me, broke into a huge smile, turned red and took off. I would've pursued, but... unfortunately... she had a kid but I ain't about that single mom life.
Also, I thought the sexual tension between me and the coach's daughter had started to calm down. No... it's still there... it's just... different. It feels deeper. As if it's not some novel thing anymore. There's just a deep lust that we both have but know we can't really act on.
I'm considering taking time off until v3.1 comes out. MHS isn't out yet, so I can't run that. Might just take a break from all the healing, let the DMSI code settle in.
