(01-14-2017, 04:33 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: Day 41
Started the day off by being cut off from one of my friends and potentially another. One of the female friends found out about what me and C did. As well as C's situation. She just sent me a scathing text as well as blocking me on social media. Note I potentially lost my close friend as well because he is the one who told her. I'm not sure of his intentions anymore.
Now the worry is whether or not she starts spreading rumors or anything of that sort around the college. At this point I'm taking responsibility of the consequences of my actions. Besides societal shame, what else can there be?
Edit: had a dream about humans vs robotics going to war with each other. It could be that the machines is the subs bombarding my head. And my mind is the humans. Oddly enough, eating food is a sort of declaration of war.
You know exactly what his intentions are. You're just experiencing a state a grief at the betrayal at the hands of your trusted ally and it's making you unwilling to do what your gut is telling you to do.
Be safe while walking among those wolves, brother.
