01-09-2017, 09:07 PM
Oh yeah, I should note that the "hits" and IOI's have significantly gone down from before. It's as if 2 weeks ago I was executing the program at 100% but then my subconscious decided "f*** that, we need to resist!" And immediately the the results sharply fell in quantity, but the quality of events that happen are far greater. So maybe it's not resistance, it's refinement? (Posing this question just kicked on the h drip euphoria tags.....)
I.e, yesterday and today I didn't notice any blatant IOI like I did before... (h drip is getting stronger as I write this btw) my desire to reach out to women I know has been slim to none. I've been feeling awkward and nauseated, and don't really feel the aura. But then I get events that seem monumental which is definitive proof the program is working. Like that day with the guy who took my shopping cart and put it away for me. Or today the autopilot with the hs girl getting me to program my # in her phone.
I don't think there's much to resist. I have already been at script execution, so it wouldn't make much sense to be resisting after that. It must be refinement and fine tuning the script and how I can start to shape into this new self that I'm becoming. .. as my signature describes.
P.s. chocolate before bed + heavy introspection before bed = h drip. Lol
I.e, yesterday and today I didn't notice any blatant IOI like I did before... (h drip is getting stronger as I write this btw) my desire to reach out to women I know has been slim to none. I've been feeling awkward and nauseated, and don't really feel the aura. But then I get events that seem monumental which is definitive proof the program is working. Like that day with the guy who took my shopping cart and put it away for me. Or today the autopilot with the hs girl getting me to program my # in her phone.
I don't think there's much to resist. I have already been at script execution, so it wouldn't make much sense to be resisting after that. It must be refinement and fine tuning the script and how I can start to shape into this new self that I'm becoming. .. as my signature describes.
P.s. chocolate before bed + heavy introspection before bed = h drip. Lol