01-09-2017, 03:49 PM
Day 37
Had a weird dream that basically consisted of me texting the Asian co-worker and having a weirder get together with her. It left me incredibly drained and I consiously dived back into the dream in order to finish it.
Turns out I did have a form of rage. When I think about my own failures with women I instinctally get into a ragey state for a few seconds. First girlfriend, Asian mega hoe co-worker, and the like. This has been happening for a few days now.
Meeting with C on Thursday to fuck. I had the entire day to myself and her but I was placing so much pressure on myself to make the night fun. I thought: why the hell am I putting so much pressure on myself? She's not even my girlfriend.
Had a weird dream that basically consisted of me texting the Asian co-worker and having a weirder get together with her. It left me incredibly drained and I consiously dived back into the dream in order to finish it.
Turns out I did have a form of rage. When I think about my own failures with women I instinctally get into a ragey state for a few seconds. First girlfriend, Asian mega hoe co-worker, and the like. This has been happening for a few days now.
Meeting with C on Thursday to fuck. I had the entire day to myself and her but I was placing so much pressure on myself to make the night fun. I thought: why the hell am I putting so much pressure on myself? She's not even my girlfriend.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
