DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[SargeMaximus]

Man truth be told, I'm like really sad. Chaos said it best. "My soul is mourning". So even though I'm getting externals, my internals are still jacked up. It should get better in a couple days, as the clearing unfolds and dies down. The crying is really cleansing though. I wouldn't mind crying some more, as there is a lot of grieving I have to do.

I hear you man. I used to have that a LOT (maybe I still do but it's repressed, idk), but like you said: Alphas can cry. And it's true.

I read somewhere that in packs of dogs, the lowest ones on the social ladder always pretend to be ok, even if they're sick, hurt, or starving because they don't want to show weakness. While the alphas do/can.

As for externals, I'd love to have externals even without internals.