01-04-2017, 09:38 PM
(01-04-2017, 04:28 PM)Benjamin Wrote: She is... her panties are soaking so she will have to take them off
Hahahahaha. Dude tonight I sat next to her for an hour, and about 15 min into the meeting, I got up to use the bathroom, only to find out my own panties were soaking. Wtf is this all about?!?! Is this a sign that she was soaking, too?!
I'm also noticing that B causes me to lubricate a lot more frequently; all I have to do is think about this particular woman and I'll need to change drawers. the sniper is always active on her, if she's around, as we have a really powerful mirror connection, and she's one of the most gorgeous women I've ever seen in my life.
Tonight:
Environment was the usual Wednesday night meeting with the usual people. I sat in a corner today, instead of middle of the room as usual.
There were a lot of beauties within a 7 foot radius around me, and I was burning up like crazy! The more women that are affected, the more energy the sub uses. I felt like the energy was just draining out of me and I was having trouble staying present.
L celebrated having 1 year sober, and i ended up bawling my eyes out for about 20 seconds, out of happiness. Lmao two days in a row I am a crybaby! !! ALPHA MALES CAN CRY and I'm not afraid to say it.
Autopilot guided me to seduce one older woman unintentionally, demonstrating me as the dominant one. I say seduce, but the job was only done halfway.
2 women told me straight up they were unhappy with their husbands. This is a common theme lately. I take it as an invitation now, nothing less.
There were a lot of women showing lots of attraction, but I've already covered all these data points in my journal so I don't think it will add anything new by describing it, but the consensus can be made that dimsee works, and works well.
