01-04-2017, 05:34 AM
I have a desire to face myself and my big fears. I'm going through periods where I feel like I'm nothing and nothing really means anything which is liberating but also weirdly with this comes the thought that I'm just playing a character I've invented - this character is limited and behaves in a limited way for the purpose of survival, it has some momentum but ultimately can be let go of - though it wants to continue to survive and so will subvert it's own destruction.
Deep.
Deep.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
