Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

This is precisely one of the things I was thinking when switching to B. I also thought giving Version A instructions time to percolate without actively inputting the healing/clearing instructions (to see if perhaps there's a "bloom" effect).

Yeah, I can only think of 2 possibilities

- Bloom effect from my 2 day runs of Version B
or
- Version A clearing out what reasons for resisting that version B brought to the surface

My bet is on #2 because I remember a few days ago while running version A (post 2 days of version B) I kept on getting those emotions while running it and the intense desire to turn the sub off. I had never gotten this when I was strictly on version A. Part of me is interested in trying this every week but that resistence is really really bad. That's probably not going to stop me (I've faced the worst of it I think) but that was almost nightmarish.

Dude I've been emotional as f*** as it is from version A, but reading your post made me shudder (at the I can't I can't) because I totally understand, and was just there a few days ago. I then read on, and saw you hit some major breakthroughs and I teared up a little bit. That's awesome that you chose to take personal responsibility for yourself. That's such a painful position to take, but it is so liberating. Happy for you, mate.

#RamblingsOfADimseeCrybaby

Your telling me. I felt like I belonged in a mental institution from the way I was acting. Thanks though for the encouragement and what not. I'm just now wondering how much closer I am to even projecting the sexual side of the aura. Celebrity affect is still going as usual but that sexual side is still missing, which means there still some blockages I need to remove. Apparently this was just the first major step.