i keep forgetting to mention things, lol, but this one should be a good piece of info for your collection.
2 days ago, i invited my mom to drop in on my listening session, telling her that she has to be okay with being in the room for 3.5 hours if she does. she obliged. unfortunately, she was only able to stay for 1.8 loops (definitely broke ASRB multiple times lol). FWIW she's an ESFJ
she knows what to expect as far as the healing is concerned. First, i want to mention that my parents recently divorced 2 years ago, and they've both been intensely F**** over it. i feel i can help them do something about it if they are exposed to A.
today, mother said she'd been feeling like crying today and yesterday. her eyes definitely show some sadness. I told her that the amount of sadness she's feeling is masked, so she can be sure that she's healing at a level of 10x what she's feeling. she also came up to me randomly a few hours later to tell me that when she was at her friends house last night, her friend registered her an account on POF. i can't chalk this up to coincidence, AT ALL. It HAS GOT to be the sub, despite having listened to 1 full loop + very spotty exposure to a second loop.
she said she got 20 something messages on POF, and proceeded to start telling me about something which was triggering misogynistic feelings in me, so i cut her off and said "i'm happy for you but please stop telling me about this".
So the stuff yesterday that happened was 36 hrs after exposure to the sub, and today she told me these things at approx 52 hrs after exposure. surprise surprise, the sub works really quick on women. lol, as if that's a surprise at all (haha)
as people raised in the sexually repressed culture of india, there are some deep things that will be worked on as my parents get exposed to this sub while i'm listening to it. i think i'll be sparing in how much i expose it to them, however. my dad (INFP) got about 3 days in a row of A exposure through the wall, and my mom got 1 days worth of exposure to A by being in the same room as me while listening. i wouldn't want to mow them over with a bulldozer since they're not experienced with subliminals.
All I know is that I love my parents very deeply and to see them so hurt, so lonely, so depressed hurts me to a considerable degree (empath? enfp? whatever you want to call it.). and i feel like in a way, if i have in my possession a tool to help them considerably and choose NOT to do so, it would be very selfish of me to keep this to myself. and no this is not a part of my guilt complex, this is a part of me that wants to see the best shine in others, especially to those that gave me life.
2 days ago, i invited my mom to drop in on my listening session, telling her that she has to be okay with being in the room for 3.5 hours if she does. she obliged. unfortunately, she was only able to stay for 1.8 loops (definitely broke ASRB multiple times lol). FWIW she's an ESFJ
she knows what to expect as far as the healing is concerned. First, i want to mention that my parents recently divorced 2 years ago, and they've both been intensely F**** over it. i feel i can help them do something about it if they are exposed to A.
today, mother said she'd been feeling like crying today and yesterday. her eyes definitely show some sadness. I told her that the amount of sadness she's feeling is masked, so she can be sure that she's healing at a level of 10x what she's feeling. she also came up to me randomly a few hours later to tell me that when she was at her friends house last night, her friend registered her an account on POF. i can't chalk this up to coincidence, AT ALL. It HAS GOT to be the sub, despite having listened to 1 full loop + very spotty exposure to a second loop.
she said she got 20 something messages on POF, and proceeded to start telling me about something which was triggering misogynistic feelings in me, so i cut her off and said "i'm happy for you but please stop telling me about this".
So the stuff yesterday that happened was 36 hrs after exposure to the sub, and today she told me these things at approx 52 hrs after exposure. surprise surprise, the sub works really quick on women. lol, as if that's a surprise at all (haha)
as people raised in the sexually repressed culture of india, there are some deep things that will be worked on as my parents get exposed to this sub while i'm listening to it. i think i'll be sparing in how much i expose it to them, however. my dad (INFP) got about 3 days in a row of A exposure through the wall, and my mom got 1 days worth of exposure to A by being in the same room as me while listening. i wouldn't want to mow them over with a bulldozer since they're not experienced with subliminals.
All I know is that I love my parents very deeply and to see them so hurt, so lonely, so depressed hurts me to a considerable degree (empath? enfp? whatever you want to call it.). and i feel like in a way, if i have in my possession a tool to help them considerably and choose NOT to do so, it would be very selfish of me to keep this to myself. and no this is not a part of my guilt complex, this is a part of me that wants to see the best shine in others, especially to those that gave me life.
