01-01-2017, 09:54 PM
I really identify with all that man.
And fuck, the mocking part just brought up a memory for me I hadn't thought of for a long time. My mum used to mock me for my voice, like she would ask something and i'd be like "I don't know" and she would mock me in a deep voice like "I dunno" and I fucking hated it and have no idea why the fuck she did that. Hasn't done it for years, but obviously it's still painful as i'm definately feeling some intensity remembering it now.
Actually no it wasn't just my mum. Even people I was friends with used to do the same thing. So I can identify with the part about becoming more quiet, and also not expressing myself how I wanted to because of that and similar things.
And fuck, the mocking part just brought up a memory for me I hadn't thought of for a long time. My mum used to mock me for my voice, like she would ask something and i'd be like "I don't know" and she would mock me in a deep voice like "I dunno" and I fucking hated it and have no idea why the fuck she did that. Hasn't done it for years, but obviously it's still painful as i'm definately feeling some intensity remembering it now.
Actually no it wasn't just my mum. Even people I was friends with used to do the same thing. So I can identify with the part about becoming more quiet, and also not expressing myself how I wanted to because of that and similar things.
