12-31-2016, 07:30 PM
Well, the rest of the day went ok. Didn't go out really because I was so tired after my loops. I went to lay down and slept most of the day away. Only thing is i've noticed this sleep isn't really my normal sleep. Its like I'm in this state between asleep and barely conscious. I've noticed that this has been my mode of sleep for the past week or so. Its like I could be staring up at the wall and then become fully conscious hours later wondering where the time went and not remembering anything. When I became fully conscious I had the soreness in my head again. I also felt some emotional turbulence. It felt like there were two dogs fighting inside of me and my scrambled brain was collateral damage.
On the celebrity affect, it still projects but some of the effects are getting kinda of annoying. My co-workers are constantly asking if I need help with stuff, even small things, and it does get annoying after a while. I'm not some fragile china doll. Either way, just something I'm going to have to deal with while I start execute the script more and more. The guy I mentioned above, who sabotaged what I had going on with that chick, is trying to get back into my good graces more and more. Kinda of wish he would just leave me alone. He knows what he did was wrong and he knows that I know what he did was wrong I can see it in his face when I decline his offers to help me. Apparently the celebrity affect doesn't garner enough respect from people to stop them from back stabbing you but at the same after they do that they still want your attention.Guess I shouldn't be surprised since I know there are plenty of people who try to take advantage of high class/value people and think nothing wrong of it. There was one moment when he helped me, which I mostly just ignored him, when it crossed my mind to "forgive and forget" but I squished that "old me" thought right away. I've done that way too many times with other people back when I was a very emphatic person , pre-AM6, only to have people back stab me again. I now have a "if you back stab me once i'm done with you" policy.
On the celebrity affect, it still projects but some of the effects are getting kinda of annoying. My co-workers are constantly asking if I need help with stuff, even small things, and it does get annoying after a while. I'm not some fragile china doll. Either way, just something I'm going to have to deal with while I start execute the script more and more. The guy I mentioned above, who sabotaged what I had going on with that chick, is trying to get back into my good graces more and more. Kinda of wish he would just leave me alone. He knows what he did was wrong and he knows that I know what he did was wrong I can see it in his face when I decline his offers to help me. Apparently the celebrity affect doesn't garner enough respect from people to stop them from back stabbing you but at the same after they do that they still want your attention.Guess I shouldn't be surprised since I know there are plenty of people who try to take advantage of high class/value people and think nothing wrong of it. There was one moment when he helped me, which I mostly just ignored him, when it crossed my mind to "forgive and forget" but I squished that "old me" thought right away. I've done that way too many times with other people back when I was a very emphatic person , pre-AM6, only to have people back stab me again. I now have a "if you back stab me once i'm done with you" policy.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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