Starting my 2 loops 36 hours after previous session. I was in a bit of funky mood after a friend basically told me in my face that he cannot be my friend anymore. That stung pretty bad. I talked to some friends for consolation, then turned on my Playlist, and BAM. The H drip kicked in full force. It put me into a semi nodding state. I'm wondering if emotional exertion prior to listening to the loops cause the program to initiate the euphoria tags? Either that, or it is the fact that it had been 36 hours.
On the real, I am thinking this dude unfriending me was a manifestation of the program. I had actually committed to spending 6 hours a week with this guy on a rigorous self development course, but that obviously would be interfering with the main goals of dmsi.
Other than the above, no new advancements in the construction of the portals to dimsee land.
P.s. does fantasizing about sex and the novel ways we may engage in it fall under SATT? I also wonder if reddo was placed in my life as a "practice" on seduction?
On the real, I am thinking this dude unfriending me was a manifestation of the program. I had actually committed to spending 6 hours a week with this guy on a rigorous self development course, but that obviously would be interfering with the main goals of dmsi.
Other than the above, no new advancements in the construction of the portals to dimsee land.
P.s. does fantasizing about sex and the novel ways we may engage in it fall under SATT? I also wonder if reddo was placed in my life as a "practice" on seduction?
