12-25-2016, 05:08 PM
Been off v3a for about 7 days now, but I've been continuously experiencing the bloom. I've also still experienced signs that the clearing is still occurring -- moments of intense fear and stress, followed by an extreme calm or feeling my heart chakra open (intense, intense warmth in the chest).
Attraction levels haven't actually gone down in the women around me. In actuality, IOIs and the such just aren't "events" anymore. Not only am I not paying attention to them, but I'm either acting on them or rejecting them on the spot.
Just today, while chatting with my child's mother, she grabbed my arm and began rubbing them. It was so out of character. In a later conversation, I almost slipped up and called her "baby." I played it off as if I was saying, "come here, baby" to my kid.
Eager to get back on DMSI, but I need to do MIR a few more days to make sure that this flu doesn't come back and whup my ass.
Attraction levels haven't actually gone down in the women around me. In actuality, IOIs and the such just aren't "events" anymore. Not only am I not paying attention to them, but I'm either acting on them or rejecting them on the spot.
Just today, while chatting with my child's mother, she grabbed my arm and began rubbing them. It was so out of character. In a later conversation, I almost slipped up and called her "baby." I played it off as if I was saying, "come here, baby" to my kid.
Eager to get back on DMSI, but I need to do MIR a few more days to make sure that this flu doesn't come back and whup my ass.
