12-23-2016, 08:30 PM
I've been off DMSI for a week. Tonight was my first night returning to boxing. It's also the first time I ran into the coach's daughter. Guess what happened?
Nothing. A huge drop in attraction. A huge increase... in respect. Now, with many women, respect and attraction seemed intrinsically linked, but regardless of what the manosphere says, a woman CAN and DOES respect a man in the friendzone.
So, I've either been friendzoned because I've waited so long to escalate (when in actuality, I've been sick as a dog all week), or DMSI's acute effects have worn off / been reversed by my MIR usage.
To be honest, I don't care. DMSI's internal effects have stayed. My newfound almost total lack of neediness and my incredible sense of abundance mentality have stuck around. So... meh, her loss.
Speaking of MIR. Man. MIR gives me some of the craziest dreams. One night, I was fighting giant germs that shot swarms of bees at me as a weapon. The next night, I was in Attack on Titan. The Titans were hunting me down. I got the impression that the Titans represented the infection that MIR was helping to destroy.
It's day 5 on MIR and I'm still sick. I know that sounds bad, but it's not. I'm able to move about and work. There's actually a health hazard in my area regarding this particular flu. It's killed a few people in the area and has hospitalized so many people. To me, it just feels like a moderate to severe cold. To me, that proves that MIR is still a worthwhile investment. If it can handle a new strain of flu, it'd completely obliterate the common colds that go around.
Eager to get back on DMSI, though.
Nothing. A huge drop in attraction. A huge increase... in respect. Now, with many women, respect and attraction seemed intrinsically linked, but regardless of what the manosphere says, a woman CAN and DOES respect a man in the friendzone.
So, I've either been friendzoned because I've waited so long to escalate (when in actuality, I've been sick as a dog all week), or DMSI's acute effects have worn off / been reversed by my MIR usage.
To be honest, I don't care. DMSI's internal effects have stayed. My newfound almost total lack of neediness and my incredible sense of abundance mentality have stuck around. So... meh, her loss.
Speaking of MIR. Man. MIR gives me some of the craziest dreams. One night, I was fighting giant germs that shot swarms of bees at me as a weapon. The next night, I was in Attack on Titan. The Titans were hunting me down. I got the impression that the Titans represented the infection that MIR was helping to destroy.
It's day 5 on MIR and I'm still sick. I know that sounds bad, but it's not. I'm able to move about and work. There's actually a health hazard in my area regarding this particular flu. It's killed a few people in the area and has hospitalized so many people. To me, it just feels like a moderate to severe cold. To me, that proves that MIR is still a worthwhile investment. If it can handle a new strain of flu, it'd completely obliterate the common colds that go around.
Eager to get back on DMSI, though.
