so it seems the wave of resistance that I was feeling has passed, and there is a new facet of my personality that is breaking out of its shell: motivation and drive. This is something I had been lacking for the last week, especially, but moreover something I've not had much of in life. A friend said we'll grow old if we wait for motivation to kick in, so it's better to just take the plunge.
Point 1: motivation and drive arrived after resistance passed
When I started 2.4, I felt a pain in my face that lasted quite a long time. It was a jaw pain, as if someone had punched me really hard and the pain lingered for about a month, until i switched to 2.5 upon release. Shortly after, I quit 2.5 in favor of E2. However, once starting 3.0.1a, the facial pain returned, but it's of a different kind. I thought it was nothing big, but now after noticing my face over the course of the days, my face is actually being shaped! Jawline is being chiseled. Can't say I have noticed anything about my posture or the way I carry myself, but my face is changing for sure. [side note, E2 made my cheeks puffier and fatter]
Point 2: physical changes due to the sub
Something major just broke loose for me. not even 3 days ago i was complaining about not having enough time to commit to doing something to generate an additional stream of income. The complaining definitely came from a place of insecurity/fear/self worth. Today, I broke through that set of negative beliefs. The result? drive/motivation increase. I started hammering away at some things that needed to be done. Now I have this pit in my stomach, like a hunger/thirst for success. Seeing Shannon's post on another thread about the rose bush maintenance really kicked something into gear and from there it just started rolling forward.
Point 3: Limiting beliefs being cleared away directly resulted in an urge to push forward in life.
Point 1: motivation and drive arrived after resistance passed
When I started 2.4, I felt a pain in my face that lasted quite a long time. It was a jaw pain, as if someone had punched me really hard and the pain lingered for about a month, until i switched to 2.5 upon release. Shortly after, I quit 2.5 in favor of E2. However, once starting 3.0.1a, the facial pain returned, but it's of a different kind. I thought it was nothing big, but now after noticing my face over the course of the days, my face is actually being shaped! Jawline is being chiseled. Can't say I have noticed anything about my posture or the way I carry myself, but my face is changing for sure. [side note, E2 made my cheeks puffier and fatter]
Point 2: physical changes due to the sub
Something major just broke loose for me. not even 3 days ago i was complaining about not having enough time to commit to doing something to generate an additional stream of income. The complaining definitely came from a place of insecurity/fear/self worth. Today, I broke through that set of negative beliefs. The result? drive/motivation increase. I started hammering away at some things that needed to be done. Now I have this pit in my stomach, like a hunger/thirst for success. Seeing Shannon's post on another thread about the rose bush maintenance really kicked something into gear and from there it just started rolling forward.
Point 3: Limiting beliefs being cleared away directly resulted in an urge to push forward in life.
