F*CKIN' DMSI!!!! (a DMSI v3.0.1b Tale)

[apollolux]

I'm sorry, your description of that "horrible BJ" legit cracked me up, partly because your language was on point and partly because I remember and understand completely what that was like. Shannon's advice definitely applies here, and if you're patient enough try to teach her, guide her, even if any part of you may or may not think or feel or believe that it'll only benefit some other guy. And yes, that last sentence is probably indicative of my own limiting belief that hasn't been completely eradicated yet and I might even be projecting, but I'm fairly sure that if I've interpreted your journals reasonably accurately thus far this may still be a normal, human fear you may still have, though you've almost certainly handled it much better than I have in the past and you're likely stronger than I am about it due to a greater depth and breadth of related experience.

In any case, you've certainly done the work and you deserve the rewards!