12-16-2016, 09:17 PM
Straight up, I jacked that last sentence and put it as my status on fb. I've been reflecting on it all day, and it even was a source of conversation twice today.
I really needed to read that today.
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So I didn't really feel much of the aura at all today, even though I spent a lot of time socializing.
I ended up getting dinner with one Mexican girl who happened to want to buy me dinner. So we went out to eat. I didn't feel any aura going off, but I kind of sensed an attraction growing on my end. She's a high quality woman, got her shit together in life, is Latina <3 , and has a strong mind and spirit. She's Seriously wife material lol.
Then we went to the aa club in mixed company (as I said I would do in yesterday's post). The celeb effect wasn't as prominent. The aura wasn't powered up, even though I had just finished eating. This leads me to one thing, and I'm open to being wrong about this: the energy that should go towards the aura is being diverted elsewhere- most likely being resistance.
And a weird incident happened while driving:
I felt like someone was thinking about me and fantasizing about me and masturbating. No joke. I think it was the girl I saw first, for dinner. I kept getting this sexual feeling like as if I was having sex, even tho I was sitting in the drivers seat of the car driving down the freeway.
It was intense. Then, a few minutes later, I get a text from her. Can't draw any reasonable conclusions, but my mind tells me she fantasized about me and I felt it.
I really needed to read that today.
***
So I didn't really feel much of the aura at all today, even though I spent a lot of time socializing.
I ended up getting dinner with one Mexican girl who happened to want to buy me dinner. So we went out to eat. I didn't feel any aura going off, but I kind of sensed an attraction growing on my end. She's a high quality woman, got her shit together in life, is Latina <3 , and has a strong mind and spirit. She's Seriously wife material lol.
Then we went to the aa club in mixed company (as I said I would do in yesterday's post). The celeb effect wasn't as prominent. The aura wasn't powered up, even though I had just finished eating. This leads me to one thing, and I'm open to being wrong about this: the energy that should go towards the aura is being diverted elsewhere- most likely being resistance.
And a weird incident happened while driving:
I felt like someone was thinking about me and fantasizing about me and masturbating. No joke. I think it was the girl I saw first, for dinner. I kept getting this sexual feeling like as if I was having sex, even tho I was sitting in the drivers seat of the car driving down the freeway.
It was intense. Then, a few minutes later, I get a text from her. Can't draw any reasonable conclusions, but my mind tells me she fantasized about me and I felt it.
