12-15-2016, 11:29 AM
Near unbearable resistance today. The most painful tension / resistance migraine I've ever experienced. I've thrown all kinds of medicine at it. Barely helped. If any of you are in the south, know this: I've thrown two Goody powders at it -- and I mean at the exact same time. No dice.
Beneath the headache -- rage, pain, suffering. Suicidal ideation (different from suicidal thoughts). An unwillingness to proceed with DMSI. Subconscious trying to get me to go back on BASE 4g, or even to purchase SM3.
I've been unable to work today. I have a product launch on Tuesday and now I'm f*cking behind. I don't want to post pone this because I want to go into 2017 strong. I'm currently moving out of my backstudio and I'm looking at a cheap mobile home to hop into, or a nice, small apartment in the countryside. Don't want to be in the middle of the city, but not so far that I'm isolated. I want to cut my bills down to a minimum so I can focus on extreme expansion next year.
So yeah. I better feel like a f*cking GOD tomorrow after all this pain.
Beneath the headache -- rage, pain, suffering. Suicidal ideation (different from suicidal thoughts). An unwillingness to proceed with DMSI. Subconscious trying to get me to go back on BASE 4g, or even to purchase SM3.
I've been unable to work today. I have a product launch on Tuesday and now I'm f*cking behind. I don't want to post pone this because I want to go into 2017 strong. I'm currently moving out of my backstudio and I'm looking at a cheap mobile home to hop into, or a nice, small apartment in the countryside. Don't want to be in the middle of the city, but not so far that I'm isolated. I want to cut my bills down to a minimum so I can focus on extreme expansion next year.
So yeah. I better feel like a f*cking GOD tomorrow after all this pain.
