12-15-2016, 10:35 AM
I forgot to mention a really important piece of information about last night.
As we left the checkout line, L had to go to the bathroom, so I'm chilling there waiting for her and this guy opens me. He was easily 1ft3in taller than me and towered over me. But he was like "so what are you up to man?" since i'm extroverted, we actually shot the shit for a good minute or two until L came out of the bathroom. She saw that I was talking to some random dude lol. I tell the guy "okay man it was nice meeting you, take care." and he responds in kind. As we're walking out the door, L says "You make friends everywhere you go!" me: "yeah that's what i do!"
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i'm back on A. i was really tempted to do B again, but I was feeling rough around the edges. So I decided to get back on A.
I felt the H drip during the first half of loop 1, but it's almost entirely gone at this moment, listening to loop 3. I'm back on edge again. feeling a tiny bit of anxiety, really... but that could be due to taking moda this morning, or just flat out because I decided to run B. not really sure.
Someone added me on faceobok who i thought was a fake profile. All signs pointed to it being so. I messaged her asking if we knew each other, since we had 30 mutual friends. she responds "like my pro pic please". being such a botty response, i say "u like mine first"
she's like "ok. just did" but she really never did like my profile pic. so, in case she was a spam bot, I took a screenshot of the conversation and posted it on faecbook saying "i don't think she is real" just to give my friends a fair warning in case she adds them and then gets spammed later.
A bunch of mutual friends comment saying "She's real she's real!" and so i start feeling bad that she might actually be real, and that i just shamed her publicly. i comment saying "i'm still waiting on that profile pic like tho".. and a friend tags her and says "yo where's [eternity]'s like 4 like at?". so now, she definitely saw the post. if she's real.
and if she's real, i just created an awesome reason to go meet up with her (she's hot): to make amends for shaming her publicly.
i still don't think her profile is real though. and if it is, she's been hacked. I specifically asked if we had met before, and she completely disregards what i asked her and goes straight to "like my pro pic please".
whatever. dimsee got me feeling like a boss, either way:
1) before, i never would have messaged a girl like this (even if i thought she was fake)
2) i never would have took a screenshot and posted it publicly
3) i have guy friends who KNOW her as being real, who are STILL backin me up on this post.
4) and another friend argued with a girl who says it's a real profile saying it's fake. [eternity] has spoken; great social proof from men.
As we left the checkout line, L had to go to the bathroom, so I'm chilling there waiting for her and this guy opens me. He was easily 1ft3in taller than me and towered over me. But he was like "so what are you up to man?" since i'm extroverted, we actually shot the shit for a good minute or two until L came out of the bathroom. She saw that I was talking to some random dude lol. I tell the guy "okay man it was nice meeting you, take care." and he responds in kind. As we're walking out the door, L says "You make friends everywhere you go!" me: "yeah that's what i do!"
***
i'm back on A. i was really tempted to do B again, but I was feeling rough around the edges. So I decided to get back on A.
I felt the H drip during the first half of loop 1, but it's almost entirely gone at this moment, listening to loop 3. I'm back on edge again. feeling a tiny bit of anxiety, really... but that could be due to taking moda this morning, or just flat out because I decided to run B. not really sure.
Someone added me on faceobok who i thought was a fake profile. All signs pointed to it being so. I messaged her asking if we knew each other, since we had 30 mutual friends. she responds "like my pro pic please". being such a botty response, i say "u like mine first"
she's like "ok. just did" but she really never did like my profile pic. so, in case she was a spam bot, I took a screenshot of the conversation and posted it on faecbook saying "i don't think she is real" just to give my friends a fair warning in case she adds them and then gets spammed later.
A bunch of mutual friends comment saying "She's real she's real!" and so i start feeling bad that she might actually be real, and that i just shamed her publicly. i comment saying "i'm still waiting on that profile pic like tho".. and a friend tags her and says "yo where's [eternity]'s like 4 like at?". so now, she definitely saw the post. if she's real.
and if she's real, i just created an awesome reason to go meet up with her (she's hot): to make amends for shaming her publicly.
i still don't think her profile is real though. and if it is, she's been hacked. I specifically asked if we had met before, and she completely disregards what i asked her and goes straight to "like my pro pic please".
whatever. dimsee got me feeling like a boss, either way:
1) before, i never would have messaged a girl like this (even if i thought she was fake)
2) i never would have took a screenshot and posted it publicly
3) i have guy friends who KNOW her as being real, who are STILL backin me up on this post.
4) and another friend argued with a girl who says it's a real profile saying it's fake. [eternity] has spoken; great social proof from men.
