12-14-2016, 03:44 PM
I am so exhausted and totally on edge.
I've thrown everything I could at this exhaustion. Unholy amounts of caffeine. Adrafinil. Eaten an extreme amount of food to feed the aura. Still exhausted. Still depressed.
I suspect something deep's being cleared out. I can't really see what it is due to the emotional shield, but I have a slight idea...
If it is what I THINK it is, the pain is well worth enduring.
I've thrown everything I could at this exhaustion. Unholy amounts of caffeine. Adrafinil. Eaten an extreme amount of food to feed the aura. Still exhausted. Still depressed.
I suspect something deep's being cleared out. I can't really see what it is due to the emotional shield, but I have a slight idea...
If it is what I THINK it is, the pain is well worth enduring.