12-04-2016, 06:37 AM
Day 3
Feeling very punchtastic again. I do NOT take well to the hybrid. Need to leave that thing alone. My thoughts are drifting to times when I was bullied -- which happened a lot when I was young, hence the self worth issues -- and how I didn't stand up for myself. Now that I'm much more mature, in shape and a badass fighter, I keep fantasizing what I'd do if someone were dumb enough to bully me now.
Probably not the healthiest activity. But, I'm not going to overthink it. Just let the healing modules do their thing. I fully expect, and am prepared, to deal with this kind of resistance for at least the next 2-3 weeks. That's how long it took v2.4 and v2.5 to tear through resistance. And each time, I grow wittier and downright sexier. Anyone that has the fortitude to run this sub for six months to a year continuously is in for a ride.
Anyway, right now, I know this journal is a bit boring, mainly because I've been intensely focused on internal growth rather than external. But... if all goes well, I'll have two dates next week. Be able to test v3.0.1's aura's in the field.
Feeling very punchtastic again. I do NOT take well to the hybrid. Need to leave that thing alone. My thoughts are drifting to times when I was bullied -- which happened a lot when I was young, hence the self worth issues -- and how I didn't stand up for myself. Now that I'm much more mature, in shape and a badass fighter, I keep fantasizing what I'd do if someone were dumb enough to bully me now.
Probably not the healthiest activity. But, I'm not going to overthink it. Just let the healing modules do their thing. I fully expect, and am prepared, to deal with this kind of resistance for at least the next 2-3 weeks. That's how long it took v2.4 and v2.5 to tear through resistance. And each time, I grow wittier and downright sexier. Anyone that has the fortitude to run this sub for six months to a year continuously is in for a ride.
Anyway, right now, I know this journal is a bit boring, mainly because I've been intensely focused on internal growth rather than external. But... if all goes well, I'll have two dates next week. Be able to test v3.0.1's aura's in the field.
