(11-30-2016, 10:54 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(11-30-2016, 08:21 AM)Illumi Wrote: I relate to this way too much, i too bought me an xbox one just for BF1 and remasterd skyrim. I too feel wierd without DMSI , i've been off subs for 8 days and i feel like im missing something.
I suspect this may have something to do with P4. From what I understand, it keeps the program self-executing in the mind. That being said, when I come off DMSI, I can still get some of the attraction, but none of the energy sourcing. And as long as I continually run DMSI at least once a day, I rarely get resistance.
That leads me to believe that there's some quirk in the subconscious and/or subliminal tech prevents certain parts of the script (like the energy sourcing) from ever becoming completely self-sustaining.
So... I wonder if the anti-resistance tech is strong enough to overcome these things via P4. I've had it happen before, where I went through a bout of resistance, only for it to clear later in the day without me running a loop. HOWEVER, I had just came off a few loops, so the sub was fresh in my mind. Now that it's been a couple of days, I wonder if I'm doomed to be stuck in resistance land until v3.0.1a comes out, OR I run v2.5 for a few loops and risk mingling the two.
Hope that makes sense. I'm still in resistance LA LA land.
To be honest 2 days ago i had a hard time breathing, my heart was off rythim and felt like as if it was skipping beats. The ONLY time this happened was when i smoked pot a year ago and felt extreme guilt as im gonna die. Exact same symptoms.
At first i thought that i somehow developed some sort of heart problem, i was scared as hell thinking that i can't run advanced subs that use energy flooding ( like DMSi )
Then i asked a friend who says its just some sort of an ainxiety or something, then i sat down and i realised it was mental. When i thought about it it happened.
Then i went all out in the gym 2 days in a row doing EXTREME exersices and somehow reconected with my with my old rage. The same rage that made me work out regularly for the 4 years. I looked like a starving prisoner before starting to work out, i cant say i was blessed with high testostrone but my rage made me feel like destroying something. I have now re learned to deal with my emotional traumas without subs. I feel like DMSI was taking care of something major and once i stopped i was forced to face it on my own. For the last 9 months this is the longest break i have had from subs 10 days now.
So for 9 months since AM6 and then DMSI testing versions. Thats just what i think, i wonder if others feel or felt the same way.
INTJ
