11-30-2016, 08:21 AM
(11-30-2016, 07:46 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: This thing doesn't want to die, and it seems quite angry that I've used subliminals to force it to reveal itself. I did a single loop of v2.5 last night to try and ease some of the emotional pain. Last night, the resistance began to break around midnight. Started having moments of euphoria (which means I'm executing the subliminal instructions) and for the first time, I felt v2.5's energy sourcing / aura.
I woke up feeling much better. Ate a huge breakfast, but now the resistance is flaring up again. I'm incredibly fatigued. So exhausted that I can barely type. My eyes won't focus. Right now, the screen is incredibly blurry. I just want to get in bed and sleep all day. Not do a thing.
I almost considered buying E2, but... I spent most of my "disposable income" on that damn XBox One and Final Fantasy XV -- which I didn't even really get to play because the the XBox had a 4gb update, Final Fantasy had to install 40gb and then it had a 15gb update. Took hours. I managed to watch the intro and play about 20 minutes before deciding to try and sleep off the resistance.
I'm supposed to do Uber tonight -- get out of house, make some cash and socialize, but I don't know if I have the energy. Now that this thing is at the surface, it's determined to make my life hell.
Desperately needing v3.0.1a to attack it. Help me, Shannon-Wan Kenobi. You're my only hope.
I relate to this way too much, i too bought me an xbox one just for BF1 and remasterd skyrim. I too feel wierd without DMSI , i've been off subs for 8 days and i feel like im missing something.
INTJ
