F*CKIN' DMSI!!!! (a DMSI v3.0.1b Tale)

[Firebrand]

Yeah, I've had some *extremely* unpleasant thoughts, images and recollections come up, when using 2.3 and 2.5 especially, the details of which I did not write in my journal here nor am I going to, when doing ultrasonic. When I was doing masked, it would usually manifest as a headache or apathy, or both.

For all their faults, Freud's and Jung's (especially Jung's) intuitions were quite often right, I've come to believe.

At least you guys are able to power through it all. My mind kept finding reasons to stop using it and it succeeded on both occasions.

Try pinching yourself by the balls next time you want to stop.. works for me

Seriously though, when such a thing happens when I want to stop, I do one of those things :

- I purposefully get mad. "Rage, rage against the dying of the light.. do not go gentle into that good night". Visualization helps here, i.e imagining yourself burning with determination. This is one instance where using the Dark Side is justified

- I detach from the reasons to stop it. You basically feel the reasons why you want to stop, and realize they have no hold of you. This allows you to loosen up enough and just continue playing it.

You could even combine these two. Action and rage are "Zen" as well