Feeling quite like shit right now. Why? Because I don't understand what the hell just happened to me. Having such mixed signs in such an event is F***ing with me really hard. Like I dont really get it. all her signs pointed that she was interested and even down to smash behind the staircase of the dude she seeing's staircase. After speaking with my friends and the emotions stop clouding my judgment and another emotional purge and another urge to move back into the red pill days of my past, I was able to think about it in a more rational way and learned and became aware that.
1. I'm a sucker for physical touch. The way she danced around me and flirted was like a drug to me. Now I know what I want but in a less messed up package.
2. After reading Mark Manson's book "Models", I noticed how she had so many red flags she has and theoretically would have been a no go. Parents divorced, dad cheated on her mom twice, mom still hung up on it, her father has custody but neglects her. She is also Pansexual. She isn't loyal.
3. I strongly think she was a DMSI Manifestation because it was strictly for sex(If I performed) and romance was clearly out of the equation, How receptive she was( flirty and how it was oddly my taste of flirting), she opened me up and asked for my number at the first day I met her. And I subconsciously might be into crazy.
1. I'm a sucker for physical touch. The way she danced around me and flirted was like a drug to me. Now I know what I want but in a less messed up package.
2. After reading Mark Manson's book "Models", I noticed how she had so many red flags she has and theoretically would have been a no go. Parents divorced, dad cheated on her mom twice, mom still hung up on it, her father has custody but neglects her. She is also Pansexual. She isn't loyal.
3. I strongly think she was a DMSI Manifestation because it was strictly for sex(If I performed) and romance was clearly out of the equation, How receptive she was( flirty and how it was oddly my taste of flirting), she opened me up and asked for my number at the first day I met her. And I subconsciously might be into crazy.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
