I didn't know how to escalate and that killed the date.
Thinking I should move to 2.5 again.
Day 17
Had that date with the girl. It was like the perfect date to escalate to sex. Watch the movie, she got all moned up with the hook up and grail of affection. We decided to walk around and visit different stores. the entire time we were flirting around and getting physically touchy. We decided to walk her to her friend's place. When we got there, things escalated ,like it was dripping with awkward sexual tension, but I didn't know what to do or I was locked in fear due to inexperience. Because of that that fear, my automatic reaction is to outright say it. That killed the attraction.
Also turns out her friend is a late 20's dude and she's under the age of consent. Hard to process everything. Because I felt like I sucked because of my inexperience. Good cause that was the best date in my life so far because things flowed well. Weird because she is F****IMG with a 28 year old dude who deadfish in sex.
Well I live and learn and my core value of honesty is still there.
Edit: probably staying on E2 so I can work on the confused thoughts I have. And after some introspection, I think the universe is giving me some kind of lesson by manifesting this girl into my life.
Thinking I should move to 2.5 again.
Day 17
Had that date with the girl. It was like the perfect date to escalate to sex. Watch the movie, she got all moned up with the hook up and grail of affection. We decided to walk around and visit different stores. the entire time we were flirting around and getting physically touchy. We decided to walk her to her friend's place. When we got there, things escalated ,like it was dripping with awkward sexual tension, but I didn't know what to do or I was locked in fear due to inexperience. Because of that that fear, my automatic reaction is to outright say it. That killed the attraction.
Also turns out her friend is a late 20's dude and she's under the age of consent. Hard to process everything. Because I felt like I sucked because of my inexperience. Good cause that was the best date in my life so far because things flowed well. Weird because she is F****IMG with a 28 year old dude who deadfish in sex.
Well I live and learn and my core value of honesty is still there.
Edit: probably staying on E2 so I can work on the confused thoughts I have. And after some introspection, I think the universe is giving me some kind of lesson by manifesting this girl into my life.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
