Day 6
Yesterday, I basically decided to take steps in improving different aspects as I can. Two main areas is the stuff that is planned is my health and my style.
I'm planning to stop half assing my workouts and actually commit to it. Right now, I haven't been going because my friend stopped driving me there. Gotta bite the bullet and start walking again. I'm planning on taking small steps like attending for a week and then start counting. Planning on incorporating more volume and cardiovascular work.
Style wise is simple, I got versatile clothes and new shoes so I can mix and match them. I think it looks good but I quickly became aware that I associated dressing well with the idea of "fuckboy" and how I never wanted to be like them. I guess it eventually seeped into my subconscious enough so that I avoided it. Consequently, I dressed like a slob for most of my life.
It looked good when I got everything but now the association is running full gear and I don't feel myself. E2 will cover it so I'm not worried but until then I don't quite feel authentic with the new style.
Besides working on my health and style is easier than tackling the emotional issues and my soul C: (excuse the emo-ness)
Yesterday, I basically decided to take steps in improving different aspects as I can. Two main areas is the stuff that is planned is my health and my style.
I'm planning to stop half assing my workouts and actually commit to it. Right now, I haven't been going because my friend stopped driving me there. Gotta bite the bullet and start walking again. I'm planning on taking small steps like attending for a week and then start counting. Planning on incorporating more volume and cardiovascular work.
Style wise is simple, I got versatile clothes and new shoes so I can mix and match them. I think it looks good but I quickly became aware that I associated dressing well with the idea of "fuckboy" and how I never wanted to be like them. I guess it eventually seeped into my subconscious enough so that I avoided it. Consequently, I dressed like a slob for most of my life.
It looked good when I got everything but now the association is running full gear and I don't feel myself. E2 will cover it so I'm not worried but until then I don't quite feel authentic with the new style.
Besides working on my health and style is easier than tackling the emotional issues and my soul C: (excuse the emo-ness)
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
