10-29-2016, 10:06 PM
Back on 2.4 for the clearing.
I had so many women staring me down while I was busting my dance movestoday. I caught a minimum of 5 girls recording me (probably snap chat?). Guys were watching in envy. Afterwards, I find 2 of the people in the room added me on Facebook. Lol.
So that means I'm at a place now where I'm recognizing IOI's for what they are, instead of before where I was completely oblivious to them. I have an amazing presence about me when I'm in large crowds. There's just incongruence with what I show outwardly, and what goes on in my head. There's a lot of insecurity on the inside, a lot of self doubt, fear, pain, and disbelief that abundance can be mine. All of this is holding me back sexually.
I had so many women staring me down while I was busting my dance movestoday. I caught a minimum of 5 girls recording me (probably snap chat?). Guys were watching in envy. Afterwards, I find 2 of the people in the room added me on Facebook. Lol.
So that means I'm at a place now where I'm recognizing IOI's for what they are, instead of before where I was completely oblivious to them. I have an amazing presence about me when I'm in large crowds. There's just incongruence with what I show outwardly, and what goes on in my head. There's a lot of insecurity on the inside, a lot of self doubt, fear, pain, and disbelief that abundance can be mine. All of this is holding me back sexually.
