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DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood - eternity - 09-18-2016
i didn't think i'd start a journal, but here i am.
for the record, i couldn't continue on with BASE anymore for many reasons, which i don't care to expound on here.
Testing Validity
Unknown? I started using v2.4 approximately 20 hours after my latest listening of stage 4 BASE.
I'm most likely valid tester but BASE has polymorphic aura so that might disqualify me.
sub background
AM6 -> SM3 ->OF -> E2
DMSI goal experience
moderate novice, but not inexperienced. Been with total of 3 partners in the past, the latest of which was a manifestation of SM3.
Target testing range
Houston, Texas USA.
preface
I would like to contribute scientific data for Shannon to use, but i recognize my communication style is speculative and vague, so I hope he can use my contributions despite that.
******
I'm currently in india, and I figured I start DMSI 2.4 to get the healing out of the way while I'm here. I return back to houston on the 30th, and I plan to hit all my old friends with the aura. 3 of my most attractive friends plan on picking me up from the airport, so they will receive the impact of the aura first.
When I first ran DMSI 2.4, I was at the airport and I was very angered and upset with the airlines for their operating procedures, which resulted in me having to pay an extra 3000 rupees for a flight for the next day, which was 11 hours away. SO i figured what better place to test this sub than the airport, where beautiful women are always flying? I set up my 5 loops on my kindle fire, set up my headphones, and waited in the lobby with a watchful eye
I didn't notice any physical sensations at all. But I did notice that my rage and anger (levels of which is EXTREMELY RARE for me to experience) had subsided to an eery calm, as if i had no reason to be angry at all. Weird.
At around the 10 minute mark, I saw an early 30's light skinned indian woman with big boobs, covering them with class. I immediately noticed my breath got heavier, my heart started beating faster, my chest got tighter, and space and time seemed to distort. My sexual energy surged. This lasted a few seconds, until I changed the focus of my mind because this lady was obviously married, and was with her husband. She was 30+ feet away, and apparently didn't recognize any aura (which wasn't even in full effect, due to only being 10 min into the first loop).
I didn't seem to get any attention at all from women I wanted to get attention from (early 20's female airline staff) while I was in the lobby. But one cleaning lady asked me to please move from my cozy spot on the floor next to the power outlet so she could clean. and so she cleaned just that one spot, and gave me the most obvious butt display I've ever seen in my life, which grossed me out because she was much older and fat. Then she proceeds to walk away and conveniently not clean the rest of the floor, which was still dirty.
I got good respect hits from the male staff when I was checking in my bag.
I also made a blunder that i will never repeat, and URGE everyone else to be aware of as well, if it's something that didn't take place solely in my head:
As I was going through the metal detector scan, obviously I couldn't wear my headphones and my tablet had to go through the scan. So I unplugged my headphones but left the speakers on (to get uninterrupted ASRB, as best I could). But that means at least 5 other people were exposed to the sub for about 60 seconds. As it got closer to the 60 second mark, I felt like I was about to have a panic attack, and that multiple parallel universes were about to collide with each other. I picked up my tablet, put my headphones back in, and the feeling subsided within a few seconds. If that was a real experience and not all in my head, then it's a real thing to not expose any other person to this sub, even if just for a few seconds!
When I got to the next room, I got into one of the lounging chairs so I could go to sleep until my flight in the early AM. As I looked around, I saw multiple stars from multiple women, which felt outright CREEPY. Why does it feel creepy, when I'm USED to being stared down by all sorts of people in this country? These weren't the stares I am used to in India. This was like a "I see into your soul" stare. Anyway I knew the sub was working, but felt way too awkward due to the circumstance. The stares were coming from married women and their daughters. The dad/husband would look at me like WTF is this guy. Girls from up to 30 feet away would look at me.
I end up going to sleep during the playlist, but woke up at the final ASRB break of the final loop.
From there, I go to my flight terminal, and I notice any indicator of interest completely disappears. I became just like a normal person after the playlist was done.
While playing the sub, I was in a room full of 80 people, and I got soul-penetrating stares.
While not playing the sub, in a room of 600+ people, I'm back to normal.
*****
It is now day 6 of the sub, and I haven't left my house in 6 days. I've been dealing with gnarly food poisoning that I got in the himalayas. So I've been just chilling and watching ancient aliens for the past few days.
It is now insanely difficult for me to masturbate, even if I want to. I have to force myself to do so.
Porn completely turns me off.
possible one-itis that I may have acquired during my stay in india is completely vanquished.
I believe the healing is working deep. And frankly, all I care about right now is the healing. Plenty of women are waiting for me back home >=D 3 of which even engaged in an active debate on my facebook wall over which one misses me more... lol. but my IDGAF level is through the roof. i feel like i care about ancient aliens more than I care about women right now. (WTF?!)
Shannon, let me know if you need me to look out for anything in particular to help your research.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - Raz - 09-18-2016
(09-18-2016, 12:47 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: for the record, i couldn't continue on with BASE anymore for many reasons, which i don't care to expound on here.
I am very interested in the circumstances and reasons that led to your decision to change subliminal gears, eternity.
Anyway, have fun on DMSI!
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-18-2016
i went out to the mall immediately after 5 loops today. 4 loops on speakers, last loop on headphones.
i noticed less attention than normal (pre-dmsi). is this the infamous ghosting effect? i ate a huge FATTY meal while i was there to see if it did anything.. nope. i got home and went into a hyper sleep for 20 minutes, partly due to the heavy food
one interesting thing i noticed... is that i looked at myself in the mirror before going out, and for some reason i really disliked the style i saw myself in the mirror. which is weird, because i've worn this t-shirt and pants combination many many times in the past, and always thought i rocked it. i actually said out loud that i really disliked this style. very interesting.
went back to the mall after my nap, and went back to the food court while waiting for the movie to start. i saw what looked like a nice looking girl take a seat with her mom at a table, and i made a beeline to a seat at a table directly in her eyeshot, so as to make my presence completely obvious to her. after getting a couple good looks at her, i realized her initial appearance was quite deceiving. she's what i would consider a 5/6 but was heavily done up to look like a 7, at best. anyway, no noticeable results from her.
a feeling of neediness of something very specific came over me, that i thought was vanquished. nope, it just hid in my subC for a bit, changed clothes, and reappeared.
at least i got out of the house finally. and saw a decent movie.
today's verdict: less than normal attraction, but internally something shifted regarding my sense of style; possibly a premonition of an evolution of such. much more testing required.
speculation: i think the aura generation might take some time to build up in order to be present from listening session to session. either that, or it has a delayed effect in that the sub kicks in many hours after the listening session is over; once the brain has had enough time to process the input.
edit: i have no idea how this autopilot thing works; some of you guys are able to tell when you are on autopilot.... i may have felt an inkling i was on autopilot when i made the beeline towards that table in front of the girl, but it's something my attention w**** personality would have done anyway (although something felt a bit.... different when i did it)...
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - Shannon - 09-18-2016
You likely didn't get any auric response because your subconscious can "see" time into what the conscious mind perceives as the future, by at lease several minutes, and already knew how attractive she actually was...
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - lokko - 09-18-2016
(09-18-2016, 04:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: You likely didn't get any auric response because your subconscious can "see" time into what the conscious mind perceives as the future, by at lease several minutes, and already knew how attractive she actually was...
Either you're one clever salesmen or you know way too much about the subconscious mind that many people don't lol
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - RTBoss - 09-18-2016
(09-18-2016, 06:56 PM)lokko Wrote:(09-18-2016, 04:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: You likely didn't get any auric response because your subconscious can "see" time into what the conscious mind perceives as the future, by at lease several minutes, and already knew how attractive she actually was...
Either you're one clever salesmen or you know way too much about the subconscious mind that many people don't lol
He's both. "You know it be true."
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-18-2016
(09-18-2016, 04:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: You likely didn't get any auric response because your subconscious can "see" time into what the conscious mind perceives as the future, by at lease several minutes, and already knew how attractive she actually was...
Perhaps that may be the case.
But it is inconsistent with the experience I had at the first room at the airport, in which nearly all women were staring at me in bewilderment, regardless of their level of attractiveness. It was more consistent with the second room at the airport experience.
Which is why I assumed the aura was more likely to be dormant, as I believe I remember you mentioning somewhere that if the healing is a prerequisite to achieving the goals of the program, it will take precedence. Either way, I still need to understand the way this thing affects me before I can make actual claims so I will continue to test.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - 4Kingdoms - 09-19-2016
(09-18-2016, 12:27 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: one interesting thing i noticed... is that i looked at myself in the mirror before going out, and for some reason i really disliked the style i saw myself in the mirror. which is weird, because i've worn this t-shirt and pants combination many many times in the past, and always thought i rocked it. i actually said out loud that i really disliked this style. very interesting.
a feeling of neediness of something very specific came over me, that i thought was vanquished. nope, it just hid in my subC for a bit, changed clothes, and reappeared.
You will find yourself dressing better, differently to bring out your "best look." This will become automatic.
Girls/Women you found "attractive" in the past. Now you will look at them and think to yourself. "I thought she was attractive?" And you will see all her flaws, physical and personality.
(09-18-2016, 12:27 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: i have no idea how this autopilot thing works; some of you guys are able to tell when you are on autopilot.... i may have felt an inkling i was on autopilot when i made the beeline towards that table in front of the girl, but it's something my attention w**** personality would have done anyway (although something felt a bit.... different when i did it)...
Autopilot is interesting. You know it's autopilot AFTER it happens because once you've realized what you've done... you are in for a mild shock, "I can't believe I did that!!" You will get used to it and then it won't be a big deal.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-19-2016
very helpful response, 4kingdoms! thanks.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-19-2016
did a similar test of yesterday, and with positive results today. Well, positiveISH. mostly, that i didn't ghost today.
the difference being that yesterday, i started my listening session within less than 20 hours of the end of the previous listening session. Today, my session was basically 24 hours apart from yesterdays. So there might be an overkill factor if not enough time has passed since the previous session.
i think 4kingdoms has the right idea that he posted in his journal.. stop looking foro IOI's because when "it" happens it'll be obvious
we'll see. i leave this town in a couple days, destination Chennai for 1 week before I take off to houston.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-20-2016
Okay...... speaking of "when it happens it'll be obvious":
Is there a premonition or psychic effect in this sub? I have to report this because of how strongly I felt something within me:
I have a really close friend of about 18 months who has been in a committed relationship the whole time i've known her. I was just chatting with her online, and I felt an insane surge of energy in my chest area. Do you know the feeling you get when you are in love? that feeling in your chest? This was similar, but it wasn't "lovey dovey". It was more of a dopamine powered feeling; confident, powerful. I've always felt attracted to her, and she's always displayed signs of attraction as well. In fact, there was an incident during my SM3 run where I made a sexual advance without knowing what I was doing, but I quickly pulled back and apologized (since she wasn't single!). She didn't display any signs of discomfort whatsoever.
I just looked at a few pictures of her while we were chatting, and there was this feeling of "i will do unholy things to you when we see each other", but the feeling was based in confidence as if there's no choice but for the universe to make that situation occur. That's what I want to report; it feels like foreshadowing, and even though we won't see each other for a minimum of 10 days, I'm curious if my subC is capable of seeing that far into the future... and/or whether the universe is going to now respond to this intense emotion I felt and make the situation manifest itself.
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-21-2016
day 7.
so far, i've listened to 5 loops continuously every day. Ultrasonic. ASRB has not been 100% perfect, as sometimes I press pause to take out my headphones, and then resume playing via speakers. SO I likely lose a fraction of a second here and there, sometimes up to 1 or 2 seconds. not sure how much that affects anything.
i have 2 tentative dates in Chennai set up for the next week, with girls I've met on tinder. I haven't contacted the 3rd girl yet, but I will soon. both the girls i set up tentative dates with are attractive to me. one is very attractive physically, but haven't really gotten to know her personality. she's pure indian but raised in dubai and is in chennai for work. the other girl is moderately physically attractive but is enormously attractive on the inside, which adds a lot to the total attraction.
3rd girl is on the lower end of physical attractiveness and from what i've seen from her from our chats, acts a lot hotter than she really is.
all 3 of these girls are from pre-dmsi.
I wanted to make a comment about yesterday's experience too. As I was laying down trying to go to sleep, I felt an incredible amount of activity in my chest. Almost identical to the activity i experienced during the first few minutes of my first loop of E2. Imagine a campfire. How would it feel to be the wood being burned? Subtract the heat, and that's what it felt like. Alternatively, it could be described as a vibration, but without the physical effects of the vibration.
I also think I felt the actual aura for the first time during that experience, as well. It was a very COOL experience! I just wonder if my friend back home felt something too, as she is the one who triggered all this activity in me. sniper effect from halfway around the world
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - RTBoss - 09-21-2016
(09-21-2016, 04:13 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: I just wonder if my friend back home felt something too, as she is the one who triggered all this activity in me. sniper effect from halfway around the world
I don't suppose you are close enough friends to ask?
RE: DM5I2.4 - cat vs mau5 - eternity - 09-21-2016
(09-21-2016, 04:21 AM)RTBoss Wrote:(09-21-2016, 04:13 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: I just wonder if my friend back home felt something too, as she is the one who triggered all this activity in me. sniper effect from halfway around the world
I don't suppose you are close enough friends to ask?
I suppose we are, but I don't know how to ask, considering she's in a relationship and to protect herself she would deny any attraction. Not only that it would be out of line for me to ask if she felt any attraction to me last night, and just as weird to ask "hey did u happen to feel anything weird at 6:30 pm?" Especially considering she knows I dabble in magic. Lol.