Oh sorry, I did see that. I lose track sometimes as I have to read every journal for moderation.
I understand perfectly and i've gone through that alot. It's NOT a lack of information. Times when it's flowed such as a few times on AM, sometimes during WM and other times randomly i've just done the right things and can access it those times. Then the other bs, like fear or whatever somehow blocks that 'knowing' and that is the issue.
I barely read any 'material' around women any more because more material isn't the issue, it's LESS.. less baggage and such holding me back.
E2 did at one point really start helping with girls. I dated that girl who was 22, and another 20 around the same time who I stopped talking to, and another one who was 21 around the same time who I also stopped talking to cos she had BPD. All significantly younger than me.
But since then it just hasn't flowed like before that. I got to that point, then opened up to a girl for the first time in years and since that didn't work out i'm struggling again. So maybe it just brought into deeper issues. One of the reasons I switched to DMSI 2.4.
I understand perfectly and i've gone through that alot. It's NOT a lack of information. Times when it's flowed such as a few times on AM, sometimes during WM and other times randomly i've just done the right things and can access it those times. Then the other bs, like fear or whatever somehow blocks that 'knowing' and that is the issue.
I barely read any 'material' around women any more because more material isn't the issue, it's LESS.. less baggage and such holding me back.
Quote:as opposed to e2 which would derail me in my pursuit of women.
E2 did at one point really start helping with girls. I dated that girl who was 22, and another 20 around the same time who I stopped talking to, and another one who was 21 around the same time who I also stopped talking to cos she had BPD. All significantly younger than me.
But since then it just hasn't flowed like before that. I got to that point, then opened up to a girl for the first time in years and since that didn't work out i'm struggling again. So maybe it just brought into deeper issues. One of the reasons I switched to DMSI 2.4.
