10-05-2016, 09:30 PM
day 22
but i'll be honest, i'm getting a bit discouraged since there's seemingly nothing going on. i've always responded extremely well to your subliminals, so i'm confused why i could be resisting or stonewalling this one. especially with the resistance tech in it.
tonight i'm changing my listening setup. laptop speakers with flac, but staying ultrasonic. i guess those kindle fire spekaers aren't very good. laptop speakers aren't much better, but it'll have to do while i transition from being a broke ass joker in the states. hehehe
in other news, this one ugly ass grandma was hitting on me to death today. made me so uncomfortable. she kissed me on the cheek lol. but i knew her from before, and she was always pretty friendly to me, but she got kinda flirty on fb while i was in india. blegh i feel like frosted
i am really enjoying the company of my old friends. i cried a bit today, with joy; all my heroes, and best friends in one room. seeing how much my friends have grown in 5 months + feeling all the love they showed me + a bunch of other things i don't care to get into. it was very moving and healing. and still more people who are coming up to me saying "hey aren't you [eternitys_child]?! I've heard so much about you!" i'm definitely a lucky human being. people who know me did not stop talking about me while i was gone. and the reason i don't attribute this celebrity vibe to 2.4 is because this was going on even before i started dmsi. i'd get messages here and there while using BASE about "hey your name was mentioned today in the meeting." and plus this celebrity type vibe feels the same as it was before i even left.
anyway i better get some stereo speakers soon or get my sleep phones back from a friend XD
but i'll be honest, i'm getting a bit discouraged since there's seemingly nothing going on. i've always responded extremely well to your subliminals, so i'm confused why i could be resisting or stonewalling this one. especially with the resistance tech in it.
tonight i'm changing my listening setup. laptop speakers with flac, but staying ultrasonic. i guess those kindle fire spekaers aren't very good. laptop speakers aren't much better, but it'll have to do while i transition from being a broke ass joker in the states. hehehe
in other news, this one ugly ass grandma was hitting on me to death today. made me so uncomfortable. she kissed me on the cheek lol. but i knew her from before, and she was always pretty friendly to me, but she got kinda flirty on fb while i was in india. blegh i feel like frosted
i am really enjoying the company of my old friends. i cried a bit today, with joy; all my heroes, and best friends in one room. seeing how much my friends have grown in 5 months + feeling all the love they showed me + a bunch of other things i don't care to get into. it was very moving and healing. and still more people who are coming up to me saying "hey aren't you [eternitys_child]?! I've heard so much about you!" i'm definitely a lucky human being. people who know me did not stop talking about me while i was gone. and the reason i don't attribute this celebrity vibe to 2.4 is because this was going on even before i started dmsi. i'd get messages here and there while using BASE about "hey your name was mentioned today in the meeting." and plus this celebrity type vibe feels the same as it was before i even left.
anyway i better get some stereo speakers soon
or get my sleep phones back from a friend XD
