Just finished date with "P." She was gorgeous, but absolutely boring. It's frustrating. I need a mind mate to even get aroused, and she just wasn't doing it for me. I thought she was a manifestation, but it's clear that I'm wrong. I'm sure I could get a second date out of her, but what's the point? She'd never stir up that animalistic, primal feeling. So, gonna start bailing early until I find what I want. That's definitely a change that DMSI has caused. In the past, I'd continue to pursue women that I felt little chemistry with just because they had banging bodies (which she definitely had). Now I'm of the impression that there will be more.
Might just stop dating until the healing is done.
Might just stop dating until the healing is done.
