(10-05-2016, 12:31 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: I hope the estimate that the clearing takes six weeks is true. I'm ready for all this to be come and for reality to bend and conform to a better, brighter paradigm.
You and me both on those above points! Some days I wake up and think "When is this ^&*$% healing going to end?! When will it be over and done with?! I'm tired of healing I want those sexy results!"
I, too, have had distrust of women. "How can I trust what they say when often they just say whatever they do in the moment based on keeping rapport or saying what they think people want to hear? How can I trust they will follow through with what they say, like showing up? How can I trust they will consider me and my preferences if I get involved with them? etc."
These and more are all things I've tried to push out of my mind and they keep coming back again and again and again with this program. I've got no words of wisdom and no answers. Just more humility and more questions.
