10-05-2016, 07:51 AM
Important lesson learned. Fear sucks and it's ok to get angry at the concept of fear. But it's not ok to get angry at the subconscious for experiencing fear. My subconscious isn't an enemy, it doesn't need to be defeated or overcome as if there is a battle waging inside of me. If anything it's more like a frightened little kid, just doing whatever it can to prevent any more pain in its life. I'm going to keep this in mind moving forward and remember to always listen to what my subconscious is trying to tell me instead of dragging it through the mud kicking and screaming.