10-02-2016, 06:04 PM
Some late night pondering I've been doing. I often wonder to what extent beliefs hold power vs what is the way of the world. Like right now I'm struggling with my music a bit and doing my best to get better. Is it my mindset of believing that music is really hard that weighs me down or is it just a reflection of the reality of what making music entails? Stuff like this keeps me up at night because I can't tell what's me fighting the sort of natural laws in the universe vs staying in a limited mindset. This goes for a lot of my life too. I've felt like I've faced a lot of hardships and continue to do so. It makes me wonder if there's a better way or if I'm meant to go through all this.