10-02-2016, 01:20 PM
(10-02-2016, 04:53 AM)Ivaylo Wrote: I feel almost zero motivation to write. But I will say this, I'm extremely grateful for E2. I'm making my way into politics and I'm facing loads and loads of negativity. (or at least I can still find reasons to be negative)
The situation is... well... "disgusting" wouldn't be too strong of a word. Yet that's only true when I don't get to have enough exposure to E2. This sub just keeps me in check in a blissful state of love.
I distinctly recall the drop in motivation while using E2. The healing was deep and lasting, but that blissful state was almost holding me back. At the very end of my run I had to say goodbye to the zen-like state of being. Us ambitious folk need to keep pumping and evolving, after all.
Don't get me wrong, though. I don't regret my E2 run whatsoever. It helped me clear out so much crap it's ridiculous. But from what Shannon has stated, that deep state of contentedness and serenity which creates the lack of motivation to be productive was done on purpose. I think of it like being in bed to get over illness; you're not likely to get anything done while recuperating, but that's sort of the point.
Glad to hear you're experiencing some deep change on it, though.
