09-30-2016, 06:38 PM
(09-30-2016, 04:48 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(09-30-2016, 01:58 PM)Steven Wrote: @chaosvrgn
I have a lot of respect with how open you've been in your posting here. In a number of ways, your inner journey sounds like mine but more intense.
The most %^&#ed up ideas I've had to confront were the source of my approach anxiety OR for that matter any anxiety with women.
"If I want her, she won't want me." OR "I can't 'close' women."
What a mind %^&$!
Now if anyone has that idea floating in their head, of course they'll have approach anxiety, and more!
These ideas I've been subconsciously fighting for years, and I still am. But now, I know what it is. Before DMSI it was just an anxious feeling I'd tame. Now I know what it is consciously.
I wish I had some profound words of wisdom for you. Even though I don't know you, I'm just glad someone like you is (in a sense) on this journey with me.
We're all in this thing together, man -- in a world that wants us to suppress our natural instincts so the globalists can profit from it. Let's keep chugging on.
It's interesting that you said this, because one of the things that I have noticed as I keep going with 2.4 is how much more alpha I am really becoming.
It's almost like I am stripping away everything that once made me fit the norm and am coming closer to my most base primal instincts.
And I think that is what true Alpha is. A true alpha is someone who lives in their most primal instincts. Because at that point, you are no longer affected by societies moldings of what you are expected to be, and you live only as you truly feel.
And people are afraid of that. People are afraid of that which they cannot tame.
To quote one of my favorite characters from one of my favorite films:
" Even the most primitive of societies have an innate respect for the insane."
The Motorcyle Boy - Rumble Fish
