I AM the SEX, the MONEY and the POWER (DMSI v2.4)

[chaosvrgn]

I'm not stopping any time soon. I feel that v2.4 is making identity level changes and that's where the loss of being "grounded" is coming from. Our core identities are changing so quickly that we're having to consciously play catch up. From my standpoint, at this moment, I literally don't know who I am or what I stand for.

Shit, that's how I feel most of the time. :/

At least with hate I had something to ground me.

I know what you mean. In my Pre-AM6 days, I was a fearsome fighter at the dojo. That's because I'd deliberately let all the anger and rage from the past week build up and then I'd unleash it while sparring. AM6 got rid of so much anger that I started getting my ass handed to me while fighting because I no longer had that anger to fuel me. Took a while to shift over to wanting to win out of a quest for excellence.