09-27-2016, 12:09 PM
I'm posting a lot, but that's because I want to keep an accurate record, both online and offline (for various purposes) of what's happening.
This resistance is weird. I've never felt anything like it before. And my internal sensations are also weird. Usually, when I have resistance like this, the aura vanishes. It's just gone until the resistance is over. This time, it feels like the resistance and aura are fighting for domination. I'll feel the aura project, get super motivated and kill it for about 20 minutes, then the resistance comes back and I'm down again. This has been going on all day. I'm also REALLY hungry and I'm craving sugary foods, as if the sub is demanding the energy. I've been spamming the hell out of L-Glutamine as a response (the body processes it like glucose, except it provides better, cleaner energy).
I'm not sure if the clearing modules are tearing through multiple issues or if this is just one stubborn ass issue that won't go away. Whatever's happening, I get the sense that it's doing something major. There is a breakthrough coming. I'm excited. Hopefully, it's cleared by Thursday's date, although I'm more excited about Saturday. Beautiful, clear chocolate skin. Amazing smile. Beautiful lips. Will have fun with that one. Unless she flakes. Gotta be careful setting a date 5 days out like that. If someone "better" comes along, she'll bail.
This resistance is weird. I've never felt anything like it before. And my internal sensations are also weird. Usually, when I have resistance like this, the aura vanishes. It's just gone until the resistance is over. This time, it feels like the resistance and aura are fighting for domination. I'll feel the aura project, get super motivated and kill it for about 20 minutes, then the resistance comes back and I'm down again. This has been going on all day. I'm also REALLY hungry and I'm craving sugary foods, as if the sub is demanding the energy. I've been spamming the hell out of L-Glutamine as a response (the body processes it like glucose, except it provides better, cleaner energy).
I'm not sure if the clearing modules are tearing through multiple issues or if this is just one stubborn ass issue that won't go away. Whatever's happening, I get the sense that it's doing something major. There is a breakthrough coming. I'm excited. Hopefully, it's cleared by Thursday's date, although I'm more excited about Saturday. Beautiful, clear chocolate skin. Amazing smile. Beautiful lips. Will have fun with that one. Unless she flakes. Gotta be careful setting a date 5 days out like that. If someone "better" comes along, she'll bail.
