09-26-2016, 07:11 AM
Ok so I've made a discovery and it didn't even occur to me that this is what could be causing my perceived resistance.
E2 is powerful. So powerful it pulls my mind in the direction of healing. This means I enter a weird sort of trance like state where my focus is 100% on my inner state. I love that it can keep me on track like this, but I've realized I can't listen passively and do anything else because the focus is always redirected to that inner healing state. When I tried to overpower that pull in order to get stuff done it would cause a lot of stress. I put a lot of priority into healing because I understand how it reflects your outer reality, but because of that priority I feel like that's what the sub amplifies. It's not a bad thing, but it's made me realize when I listen to E2 I have to have nothing else going on really. Otherwise I'll just constantly be fighting what it's trying to do.
E2 is powerful. So powerful it pulls my mind in the direction of healing. This means I enter a weird sort of trance like state where my focus is 100% on my inner state. I love that it can keep me on track like this, but I've realized I can't listen passively and do anything else because the focus is always redirected to that inner healing state. When I tried to overpower that pull in order to get stuff done it would cause a lot of stress. I put a lot of priority into healing because I understand how it reflects your outer reality, but because of that priority I feel like that's what the sub amplifies. It's not a bad thing, but it's made me realize when I listen to E2 I have to have nothing else going on really. Otherwise I'll just constantly be fighting what it's trying to do.
