09-26-2016, 05:06 AM
Day... 20 or something.
The main resistance has passed. I still feel crazy tired and a little down, so it looks like the healing modules aren't done with me yet. It's definitely clearing something deep. I'm reverting to OLD, OLD habits, like wanting to fap to porn. Binge eating unhealthy foods. Lots of anger toward women, wanting nothing to do with them. Lack of motivation. A large contrast to my earlier v2.4 experiences.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever reach a point where the healing modules "short circuit." So many bad experiences and terrible choices. Came from such a low place. Seems pointless.
The main resistance has passed. I still feel crazy tired and a little down, so it looks like the healing modules aren't done with me yet. It's definitely clearing something deep. I'm reverting to OLD, OLD habits, like wanting to fap to porn. Binge eating unhealthy foods. Lots of anger toward women, wanting nothing to do with them. Lack of motivation. A large contrast to my earlier v2.4 experiences.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever reach a point where the healing modules "short circuit." So many bad experiences and terrible choices. Came from such a low place. Seems pointless.
