09-21-2016, 07:03 AM
Timed the 5 loops to finish so I could go straight to the gym when it'd be populated with women to do some cardio. I did 3 masked, 2 US with cozy phones. The last two I did in case I decided to go to the gym while it still played, but delays kept me from doing that.
Today, no problem with motivation to go. No fear, was even looking forward to it. Then my wife gets up, and tells me the gym is closed to replace the floor. I didn't think the cardio area was, but she insisted it was. Then I said I was going to go and check it out, and she still kept coming up with things to get me to stay home!
I went, and the cardio area was open. I also ran into one of my wife's gorgeous co-workers. I've run into her on DMSI before (think it was AOSI, actually). That encounter there was mere seconds and neither of us acknowledged each other. Today, I looked at her until she looked at me and I smiled, waved with a finger and said, "How's it goin'?" She was gave a brief smile and raised a hand back. She left shortly after that.
Other than that, ghost town. Not a glance from any of the women there. Could it be that my subconscious has found a way to stymie the program so that I can go to the gym? It's like it figured out how to shut it down, so I won't get reactions, and that way I don't have to stay home anymore. This is all just speculation on my part. I wonder how long this will continue.
I didn't feel any instance of aura projection, and as soon as I LEFT the gym I felt horny. Strange stuff goin' on.
Today, no problem with motivation to go. No fear, was even looking forward to it. Then my wife gets up, and tells me the gym is closed to replace the floor. I didn't think the cardio area was, but she insisted it was. Then I said I was going to go and check it out, and she still kept coming up with things to get me to stay home!
I went, and the cardio area was open. I also ran into one of my wife's gorgeous co-workers. I've run into her on DMSI before (think it was AOSI, actually). That encounter there was mere seconds and neither of us acknowledged each other. Today, I looked at her until she looked at me and I smiled, waved with a finger and said, "How's it goin'?" She was gave a brief smile and raised a hand back. She left shortly after that.
Other than that, ghost town. Not a glance from any of the women there. Could it be that my subconscious has found a way to stymie the program so that I can go to the gym? It's like it figured out how to shut it down, so I won't get reactions, and that way I don't have to stay home anymore. This is all just speculation on my part. I wonder how long this will continue.
I didn't feel any instance of aura projection, and as soon as I LEFT the gym I felt horny. Strange stuff goin' on.
