Achieving Nirvana w/ DMSI V2.4 5.5G - Rape Me, My Friends(I'm not the only one!)

[Shannon]

I get a lot of "What's the point?" type thoughts. It must be some type of fear. It's like my subconscious doesn't really want to find out if it can execute the script fully and get a woman I'm genuinely attracted to initiate a sexual relationship with me.

I'm a very loyal person - loyal friend, family member, and certainly loyal to my wife. I can't help but think that's a lot of the issue, so I'm not only NOT motivated to go anywhere, but I'm actually MOTIVATED to stay home if I can. If I had a job outside of my home, I'd have to go. But I literally have nothing that forces me out. I need to mow my lawn, and I don't even want to do that! Maybe it's because I have *two* neighbors (married) that I'm attracted to?

This sounds like the realization that sooner or later, it's going to work. And you realizing the consequences of that fact. Otherwise, why have this response?