09-18-2016, 08:42 PM
Stage 1, Day 1,
I thought nothing had changed. However, later into my work shift, I was becoming pissed off and annoyed by other people. I felt like they were wasting my time. After a while, I felt like I wasn't even 'at work'.
I even snapped at a girl, who is very sweet to me; she knew that I was angry, and she started to flatter me, which annoyed me even more. I misspoke; I meant to say: "You don't need to flatter me to try to make me happy", but it came out as such: "You don't have to pretend to be nice to me."
I tried to damage control, but it was too late. I feel quite bad, and I'll try to make up for it tomorrow.
I thought nothing had changed. However, later into my work shift, I was becoming pissed off and annoyed by other people. I felt like they were wasting my time. After a while, I felt like I wasn't even 'at work'.
I even snapped at a girl, who is very sweet to me; she knew that I was angry, and she started to flatter me, which annoyed me even more. I misspoke; I meant to say: "You don't need to flatter me to try to make me happy", but it came out as such: "You don't have to pretend to be nice to me."
I tried to damage control, but it was too late. I feel quite bad, and I'll try to make up for it tomorrow.
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