i went out to the mall immediately after 5 loops today. 4 loops on speakers, last loop on headphones.
i noticed less attention than normal (pre-dmsi). is this the infamous ghosting effect? i ate a huge FATTY meal while i was there to see if it did anything.. nope. i got home and went into a hyper sleep for 20 minutes, partly due to the heavy food
one interesting thing i noticed... is that i looked at myself in the mirror before going out, and for some reason i really disliked the style i saw myself in the mirror. which is weird, because i've worn this t-shirt and pants combination many many times in the past, and always thought i rocked it. i actually said out loud that i really disliked this style. very interesting.
went back to the mall after my nap, and went back to the food court while waiting for the movie to start. i saw what looked like a nice looking girl take a seat with her mom at a table, and i made a beeline to a seat at a table directly in her eyeshot, so as to make my presence completely obvious to her. after getting a couple good looks at her, i realized her initial appearance was quite deceiving. she's what i would consider a 5/6 but was heavily done up to look like a 7, at best. anyway, no noticeable results from her.
a feeling of neediness of something very specific came over me, that i thought was vanquished. nope, it just hid in my subC for a bit, changed clothes, and reappeared.
at least i got out of the house finally. and saw a decent movie.
today's verdict: less than normal attraction, but internally something shifted regarding my sense of style; possibly a premonition of an evolution of such. much more testing required.
speculation: i think the aura generation might take some time to build up in order to be present from listening session to session. either that, or it has a delayed effect in that the sub kicks in many hours after the listening session is over; once the brain has had enough time to process the input.
edit: i have no idea how this autopilot thing works; some of you guys are able to tell when you are on autopilot.... i may have felt an inkling i was on autopilot when i made the beeline towards that table in front of the girl, but it's something my attention w**** personality would have done anyway (although something felt a bit.... different when i did it)...
i noticed less attention than normal (pre-dmsi). is this the infamous ghosting effect? i ate a huge FATTY meal while i was there to see if it did anything.. nope. i got home and went into a hyper sleep for 20 minutes, partly due to the heavy food
one interesting thing i noticed... is that i looked at myself in the mirror before going out, and for some reason i really disliked the style i saw myself in the mirror. which is weird, because i've worn this t-shirt and pants combination many many times in the past, and always thought i rocked it. i actually said out loud that i really disliked this style. very interesting.
went back to the mall after my nap, and went back to the food court while waiting for the movie to start. i saw what looked like a nice looking girl take a seat with her mom at a table, and i made a beeline to a seat at a table directly in her eyeshot, so as to make my presence completely obvious to her. after getting a couple good looks at her, i realized her initial appearance was quite deceiving. she's what i would consider a 5/6 but was heavily done up to look like a 7, at best. anyway, no noticeable results from her.
a feeling of neediness of something very specific came over me, that i thought was vanquished. nope, it just hid in my subC for a bit, changed clothes, and reappeared.
at least i got out of the house finally. and saw a decent movie.
today's verdict: less than normal attraction, but internally something shifted regarding my sense of style; possibly a premonition of an evolution of such. much more testing required.
speculation: i think the aura generation might take some time to build up in order to be present from listening session to session. either that, or it has a delayed effect in that the sub kicks in many hours after the listening session is over; once the brain has had enough time to process the input.
edit: i have no idea how this autopilot thing works; some of you guys are able to tell when you are on autopilot.... i may have felt an inkling i was on autopilot when i made the beeline towards that table in front of the girl, but it's something my attention w**** personality would have done anyway (although something felt a bit.... different when i did it)...
