09-16-2016, 07:55 PM
Typing this from the hotel computer, which blocked Subliminal-Talk as "social media," so I remote connected into my PC at home. ![Wink Wink](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/wink.gif)
Unfortunately, the marketing event DID NOT draw a younger crowd. Lots of old, rowdy women looking to party with a younger guy. That guy is NOT me. However, there was this one young-ish blonde, 7.5/10 -- very pretty, who followed me around like a puppy. Kept staring into my eyes and finding reasons to touch my arm. She kept saying I should visit her hometown in Ohio. I was like, wtf? What's there other than racism? She cracked up and kept giggling at jokes that WEREN'T funny. Problem is, she came with three other men, who picked up on her attraction and began mate guarding. Other problem is... I found out that she's married. Has a few kids of her own and her husband has a few kids. It was an instant turn off for me. Not gonna be that homewrecker anymore. I think. If she comes on to me at the marketing party tomorrow, I may have to fuck her. For the science. Oddly enough, eventually, she stopped responding to me completely when I tried to talk to her. I shrugged and ignored her.
On the other hand, MAN -- THE RESPECT HITS. Some of the biggest names in Internet Marketing were hanging on to my every word. Even the multi-millionaires kept giving me these blatant quizzical looks as I passed. Like, they wanted to speak to me but were a little intimidated or too egotistical to speak first. I kicked it with one of the biggest names in eCommerce for about two hours. When I told him I was a huge fan of his methods, he started blushing! This is a dude that makes a couple million a year -- blushing because a relative no body said his stuff was great!
Made tons of contacts. All I had to do was open my mouth and start talking and entire tables would stop. It was hard for me to believe that this was happening. I had one older lady start watching over me like I was her child. Telling me not to drink too much if I planned on driving t and fro the club. Trying to hold my hand. It's insane. I'm eager to see what the sub will do once it's cleared all the garbage and the sexual programming actually kicks in.
I know some of the sexual programming is already kicking in. I looked at myself in the mirror today, all done up and I thought to myself -- FUCK, chaos, you're a goddamn sexy man. My self-image has skyrocketed to amazing levels and I LOVE IT.
On the pussy front, #3 sent an official text saying she can't make it to the even tomorrow night. Her response was something like, "Hey, I get off at 7, so it's impossible for me to make it on time."
Keep in mind, I first asked her on TUESDAY. She waited until FRIDAY to say she couldn't make it. Very disrespectful. For a second there, I thought about telling her to come out anyway. Then autopilot kicked in. I waited a few hours and sent the following:
"K"
That's it. No punctuation or anything. Just "K." Like, whatever chick. Hate to tell you, but chaosvrgn's kinda over you. Unfortunately, that leaves only one more prospect for tomorrow night, and I dunno if she's gonna come through. She went out of town today and said she'll stop by "if she gets back early." I'm debating hitting up an old jump off... but she's not that attractive and since all the marketers hangout up front, they'd see her coming in. Tomorrow night might be a bust.
![Wink Wink](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/wink.gif)
Unfortunately, the marketing event DID NOT draw a younger crowd. Lots of old, rowdy women looking to party with a younger guy. That guy is NOT me. However, there was this one young-ish blonde, 7.5/10 -- very pretty, who followed me around like a puppy. Kept staring into my eyes and finding reasons to touch my arm. She kept saying I should visit her hometown in Ohio. I was like, wtf? What's there other than racism? She cracked up and kept giggling at jokes that WEREN'T funny. Problem is, she came with three other men, who picked up on her attraction and began mate guarding. Other problem is... I found out that she's married. Has a few kids of her own and her husband has a few kids. It was an instant turn off for me. Not gonna be that homewrecker anymore. I think. If she comes on to me at the marketing party tomorrow, I may have to fuck her. For the science. Oddly enough, eventually, she stopped responding to me completely when I tried to talk to her. I shrugged and ignored her.
On the other hand, MAN -- THE RESPECT HITS. Some of the biggest names in Internet Marketing were hanging on to my every word. Even the multi-millionaires kept giving me these blatant quizzical looks as I passed. Like, they wanted to speak to me but were a little intimidated or too egotistical to speak first. I kicked it with one of the biggest names in eCommerce for about two hours. When I told him I was a huge fan of his methods, he started blushing! This is a dude that makes a couple million a year -- blushing because a relative no body said his stuff was great!
Made tons of contacts. All I had to do was open my mouth and start talking and entire tables would stop. It was hard for me to believe that this was happening. I had one older lady start watching over me like I was her child. Telling me not to drink too much if I planned on driving t and fro the club. Trying to hold my hand. It's insane. I'm eager to see what the sub will do once it's cleared all the garbage and the sexual programming actually kicks in.
I know some of the sexual programming is already kicking in. I looked at myself in the mirror today, all done up and I thought to myself -- FUCK, chaos, you're a goddamn sexy man. My self-image has skyrocketed to amazing levels and I LOVE IT.
On the pussy front, #3 sent an official text saying she can't make it to the even tomorrow night. Her response was something like, "Hey, I get off at 7, so it's impossible for me to make it on time."
Keep in mind, I first asked her on TUESDAY. She waited until FRIDAY to say she couldn't make it. Very disrespectful. For a second there, I thought about telling her to come out anyway. Then autopilot kicked in. I waited a few hours and sent the following:
"K"
That's it. No punctuation or anything. Just "K." Like, whatever chick. Hate to tell you, but chaosvrgn's kinda over you. Unfortunately, that leaves only one more prospect for tomorrow night, and I dunno if she's gonna come through. She went out of town today and said she'll stop by "if she gets back early." I'm debating hitting up an old jump off... but she's not that attractive and since all the marketers hangout up front, they'd see her coming in. Tomorrow night might be a bust.