09-16-2016, 03:04 PM
I made a 3-day foray into v2.4 land then moved back to v2.2.
V2.4 observations:
1) Major pre-occupation with sex. Sex was always on my mind.
2) Sex with Mrs. AYD was wild and very passionate. Wow
3) Better understanding of the "meeting me halfway." What I expected was aggressive signals by Mrs. AYD for sex. What I found was an increase in the signals indicating her interest for sex. As I played off her interest I reciprocated the signals changing her interest into desire. The more I responded to her signals the stronger her desire became resulting in increased overt and blatant signals. Her desire for sex was stronger than normal. Her climax was loud and very enjoyable to hear. Because the windows were open she wondered if our neighbors heard her. I could easily have reported that the sub was not working if I continued to look for overt blatant signs for sex. I can say without a doubt that she met me halfway.
4) Mild Increase in attention and depth of engagement with females over with v2.2. My interaction with women is not sexual in nature. This may be because I'm not interacting with them looking for sex.
Why am I going back to v2.2.
1) The pre-occupation with sex. While sex is important it's one of many priorities. Sex is enjoyable but by its self I find it not fulfilled. It's only one of the colors in my picture of life.
2) The healing in v2.4 seem to not hit the mark the same as v2.2. What I need in my life is clearing of the clutter preventing me from moving forward towards other goals like BAMM.
Shannon as a note: When I went back to v2.2 I again got a nose bleed. This is the second time I had one both occurring after just a few loops of v2.2. Any idea why?
AYD
V2.4 observations:
1) Major pre-occupation with sex. Sex was always on my mind.
2) Sex with Mrs. AYD was wild and very passionate. Wow
3) Better understanding of the "meeting me halfway." What I expected was aggressive signals by Mrs. AYD for sex. What I found was an increase in the signals indicating her interest for sex. As I played off her interest I reciprocated the signals changing her interest into desire. The more I responded to her signals the stronger her desire became resulting in increased overt and blatant signals. Her desire for sex was stronger than normal. Her climax was loud and very enjoyable to hear. Because the windows were open she wondered if our neighbors heard her. I could easily have reported that the sub was not working if I continued to look for overt blatant signs for sex. I can say without a doubt that she met me halfway.
4) Mild Increase in attention and depth of engagement with females over with v2.2. My interaction with women is not sexual in nature. This may be because I'm not interacting with them looking for sex.
Why am I going back to v2.2.
1) The pre-occupation with sex. While sex is important it's one of many priorities. Sex is enjoyable but by its self I find it not fulfilled. It's only one of the colors in my picture of life.
2) The healing in v2.4 seem to not hit the mark the same as v2.2. What I need in my life is clearing of the clutter preventing me from moving forward towards other goals like BAMM.
Shannon as a note: When I went back to v2.2 I again got a nose bleed. This is the second time I had one both occurring after just a few loops of v2.2. Any idea why?
AYD
