08-02-2011, 06:57 PM
Alpha Stage 1, Day 3
Well today is the third day of Alpha for me, and I thought I would share my progress. I've been listening to the silent track while sleeping, and the stream track whenever I don't have anything to do during the day. While I can't be 100% sure the sub is working this early in the process, there are a few peculiar things happening.
First off, I had some very vivid dreams last night. The first one involved a girl I had a major crush on in high school. We were standing in a department store of some kind, when I felt this huge urge to hug her. My mind kept telling me not to hug her ( I think its because I felt really really nervous), but my body acted of its own will and hugged her. That dream ended there.
The second dream I had involved me and my father fighting over something. I don't really remember that one very clearly.
The last dream was by far the weirdest. I was working at a restaurant, cleaning up after close. The dust pan I had been using was full. This is where it gets weird. For some reason I put the dust in my mouth because the dustpan was full. I then proceeded to empty both of them into the garbage can. During the dream this seemed like the most normal thing in the world. Then I woke up with a really gross taste in my mouth. It wasn't until I got to the bathroom that it hit me: I forgot to brush my teeth the night before. Realizing that brought the dream into better context.
I've noticed that I am a lot more confident behind the wheel of a car. I've been having to drive a lot these past three days, and was in a couple situations that would normally make my heart beat faster. This time however, I felt really calm and was able to react without hesitation.
Finally, I'm not really sure about this last part, but I think I've been standing up a little straighter and holding eye contact better, especially with women.
Whew! Well that's all I have to say for today.
Well today is the third day of Alpha for me, and I thought I would share my progress. I've been listening to the silent track while sleeping, and the stream track whenever I don't have anything to do during the day. While I can't be 100% sure the sub is working this early in the process, there are a few peculiar things happening.
First off, I had some very vivid dreams last night. The first one involved a girl I had a major crush on in high school. We were standing in a department store of some kind, when I felt this huge urge to hug her. My mind kept telling me not to hug her ( I think its because I felt really really nervous), but my body acted of its own will and hugged her. That dream ended there.
The second dream I had involved me and my father fighting over something. I don't really remember that one very clearly.
The last dream was by far the weirdest. I was working at a restaurant, cleaning up after close. The dust pan I had been using was full. This is where it gets weird. For some reason I put the dust in my mouth because the dustpan was full. I then proceeded to empty both of them into the garbage can. During the dream this seemed like the most normal thing in the world. Then I woke up with a really gross taste in my mouth. It wasn't until I got to the bathroom that it hit me: I forgot to brush my teeth the night before. Realizing that brought the dream into better context.
I've noticed that I am a lot more confident behind the wheel of a car. I've been having to drive a lot these past three days, and was in a couple situations that would normally make my heart beat faster. This time however, I felt really calm and was able to react without hesitation.
Finally, I'm not really sure about this last part, but I think I've been standing up a little straighter and holding eye contact better, especially with women.
Whew! Well that's all I have to say for today.
