09-15-2016, 10:05 AM
Onwards with the non-journal journal... Days 10 and 11 on V2.4
Been running 5 loops again both nights as suggested. After 2 days with an awesome feeling of confidence and being 'on top of the world', yesterday was me regressing a bit again to my pre-DMSI self. I've expected that to happen though (was the same when running ASC over a year ago) - until the new programming is really ingrained there will be a bit of a back and forth between the old me and the new me.
Today was better again. What I noticed today was that I am naturally starting to assume more of a leader role - I'm way less hesitant in the job when it comes to making decisions especially, and I lead people when out and about more than before. Good improvement that will come handy in general in life, not just with women. Confidence in general was up today again as well. What I've noticed though is that my mind is ahead of my body a bit. What I mean by that is: A clear sign of me being nervous or uncomfortable or anything along those lines was always that I start to sweat. Now while my mind is pretty calm and confident, my physical reactions have become less as well but they are still quite noticable. I expect that to vanish over time too though.
No improvement on the aura front. I feel women are a little more attracted to me, but that is not more than what I'd expect to come from the external signs of my generally increased confidence level - that is simply quite an attractive trait and hence is bound to improve the impression on the ladies. It's nowhere near the blatantness of what I had seen twice before when the aura was really working for me, so I assume it is not yet.
Been running 5 loops again both nights as suggested. After 2 days with an awesome feeling of confidence and being 'on top of the world', yesterday was me regressing a bit again to my pre-DMSI self. I've expected that to happen though (was the same when running ASC over a year ago) - until the new programming is really ingrained there will be a bit of a back and forth between the old me and the new me.
Today was better again. What I noticed today was that I am naturally starting to assume more of a leader role - I'm way less hesitant in the job when it comes to making decisions especially, and I lead people when out and about more than before. Good improvement that will come handy in general in life, not just with women. Confidence in general was up today again as well. What I've noticed though is that my mind is ahead of my body a bit. What I mean by that is: A clear sign of me being nervous or uncomfortable or anything along those lines was always that I start to sweat. Now while my mind is pretty calm and confident, my physical reactions have become less as well but they are still quite noticable. I expect that to vanish over time too though.
No improvement on the aura front. I feel women are a little more attracted to me, but that is not more than what I'd expect to come from the external signs of my generally increased confidence level - that is simply quite an attractive trait and hence is bound to improve the impression on the ladies. It's nowhere near the blatantness of what I had seen twice before when the aura was really working for me, so I assume it is not yet.
