Getting angrier. Feeling self-destructive.
It's this kinda crap that instilled such a disdain for women in the first place. Pull the friendzone card and then proceed to sabotage the first budding, real relationship I've had in years? I swear, it's like women believe that you shouldn't have sex or intimacy with ANYONE if they don't want or can't have you. Because being real, her whole "let's just be friends" crap was an attempt at "reject me before I reject her" because she knows I'd never date her -- I've said that plenty of times before.
In the past, I would've confronted her at this point. Now, it seems pointless. She'll just deny and try to flip the blame back onto me, which would result in me going into "dagger throwing mode," where I'll say whatever I can to completely eviscerate their ego. So, if one good thing has come out of this situation, it's that I'm mature enough to just walk away and not waste my time rather than blow it up even more.
It's this kinda crap that instilled such a disdain for women in the first place. Pull the friendzone card and then proceed to sabotage the first budding, real relationship I've had in years? I swear, it's like women believe that you shouldn't have sex or intimacy with ANYONE if they don't want or can't have you. Because being real, her whole "let's just be friends" crap was an attempt at "reject me before I reject her" because she knows I'd never date her -- I've said that plenty of times before.
In the past, I would've confronted her at this point. Now, it seems pointless. She'll just deny and try to flip the blame back onto me, which would result in me going into "dagger throwing mode," where I'll say whatever I can to completely eviscerate their ego. So, if one good thing has come out of this situation, it's that I'm mature enough to just walk away and not waste my time rather than blow it up even more.
